It is one Saturday night of January.
Today is the day that I was a little bit of shaky and also little bit of guilty.
Friday was the last day of our day&night shift training. Got back to the camp after my midnight duty with fcl Joo at 4am. I was a little bit worried how the two hours duty would go like with him but spending with him was pretty nice. We shared some true thoughts and had good laugh about some of the moments. After 4am was about watching the Drama Miseng, eating cupnoodles and falling asleep.
It was 7am when I got up shaky. Wasn't aware of surroundings but all I can remember is that Jihoon came to wake me up and I took my cups back to my bunk. Was super sleepy but was still aware how happy he was and made me little bit unhappy. It was unnecessary really. Had a short assembly and people all gathered outside the admin room watching some video that our platoon leader presented as I was lazily peeing at the toilet.
Sergeant Lee told me to play futsal but it was rejected by our leader. We postponed it to 16:00. I headed back to sleep afterwards. It was 12:00 that they woke us up for lunch. Yeah although I was going so crazy because of that ring, it was quite necessary to make that call as I had some good sleep and I will indeed feel sleepy later at night.
Had military burger for lunch got back to bunk doing almost as nothing. My bunkmate Yoon came back so we headed to library together to borrow some books and also to see Jihoon who was on duty at the library. I felt comfortable sitting beside Jihoon and reading the Best Eleven magazine. So I let Yoon to leave for his work and I remained at the place reading with him. After Seunghoon came to take over the duty at 15:00, we headed to Jihoon's office. Jihoon showed me his work stuff and also showed me about the awards that he was making. He made an award for me which I was supposed to receive when I was out for holidays at the end of December.
Had a period of time and got back to the bunk to play futsal. My mate, Park from bunk 4, was trying to cheer me up when I did wrong passes as he saw what happened to me that day when I stopped going for futsal. He cheering us up inspired me. Rather than talking how tired I am and all, cheering people was much more helping and nice to hear and see. I hated myself during the game when I was so out of control in envying him. I prayed to God to stop me.. Heal me in my heart for my full of jealousy. Why was I doing that for Christ sake! Challenge is always a hard one and I hope to accomplish them.
Got back to the bunk, bathed and ate my dinner and here I am at the cyber lounge typing the story of my day. There will be cleaning time and assembly and will be watching movies later on at night. That will be an end of the day.
How I'd wish God would come into my heart and work for me. Please Lord, make me the pure child of you. Wash all my sins Lord...
Thankful that I have this wonderful bunkmates to last my army life with. After all, my army life is not about excelling but enjoying and learning. That is what matters. Thanks for myself and Love myself.
Amen.
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