It is the night of Daegu.
Today was Sunday, and today marks the second last day before the 4days of holidays end.
Well, I could say I had lots of football and maybe joy.
There should be reasons why I say 'maybe joy'. Well, I guess I didn't have fully enjoyed the process.
During these times of holidays there were less works but more interaction with the bunkmates. Of course there were some quarrels and my inner hmm not sure how I could phrase it but well yeah, I did have osme hard time.
But to think about myself to think in a way that could lead me to survival and good life, I could think all the positive things that happens to me. Firstly, I got lots of them caring and coming for me. Second, I'm in good relation with all. Thirdly, I have lots of football mates and seniors who do like me. Well there are so many reasons to be happy yet when I'm on the ground or off the ground, some weird thoughts do arise on my mind that make me to be confused, chaotic and worried. Well, it is simple fact that I've got to stop thinking. I've got to cut the thoughts. There are no reasons to think so much about stuff when especially I am leading a good life.
Pointers are alive in this army. Pointers do not need to be there to make my army life special but indeed it could be something I can look out for when I'm in here. Of course my main goal in here is to love all and see the reality. That is just one hard thing to do in here especially when I am challenged but things are seemingly good. I am thinking in positive ways and I do forgive and embrace people. That is just one true and real thing.I live in my faith. That is what matters.
Well, maybe I could try improving my football stuff and read lots of books, indulge myself into well somewhat of football related or academics like politics and economics. Also, I could look out for my holidays that are soon to be coming and to study something that I could look out to get my certificate.
Well, I have something to ponder about I guess. Like making differences every single day. But afterall, being alive and delightful are what matters.
Thank you Lord for being with me here today and
Amen.
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