It's another night here in the camp.
Everyday, all different feelings, all mixed up and they are all not new yet are all in different feelings.
Today was just another different day.
It was one moment as I was walking up the staircase after calling mom and dad and heading back to the bunk. I thought to myself that this happiness that I enjoy from all these happy moments with my bunkmates and other mates in here might not last all day. That was just one thought that past flew me. I knew myself that this won't be life of me forever but I knew that I can stay strong and I can get happy times and bad times and all.
Maybe, no I don't think is because of such thoughts that made me to feel down or a little bit away from the past few days' myself but you see it's not important always of how am I being shown. It is the inner heart that matters all the time. The heart that I actually love people around me, the heart that I am actually trying to see it clear-mind without any blurness to judge anybody wrongly.
That is how things got to work. And you see, I was very tired these few days tired of even talking or whatever so, I guess it's best to relax and enjoy not being competitive. After all, companionship is not about competition but about pure love.
I guess that's the kind of thinking I can bear in mind for today.
I've got to love them all and that's what matters the most today.
Thanks for another day today. And
Amen.
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