Dawns in Daegu - D-469

It marks the 69th line of the days I am left with this army life.

You know, like I say most of the time in here, the time that's left do not matter so much. It is the quality of life I am getting here and the kinds of things I learn from in here that matters. And today was just one another day that I was given the opportunity to learn from the shortcomings I have.

You see just to list down the good things that happened to me today. Let us see.

I had great time clearing the garbage with Corporal Han. it was great. We talked and laughed and you know, it could have been the most worrying season of period but I managed it. Manged to get it away in style. Secondly, I had great time at the office with my senior Oh. I could have sme minor problems with him here and there but my positive attitude towards life made things much better. My attitude towards him made things clearly better. I am positive and I forgive people. I embrace people. That was the great things. Well, I played basketball with my senior Lim for the first time. It was great that he asked me out, it was great that we teamed up and played one happy game.

Alright, just about the negative or sort of things that I may not have been satisfied for today. Well, not that things were super bad in a way that I know my faults and I know my shortcomings. That is one really great thing. You know, I may not be the best suitable person for someone else. However, it doesn't mean that they are the worst or even bad quality of person. They aren't. Thus, I shouldn't deal with hatred or even jealousy. I see good in a person, don't take it such a way that oh no I am not the best person in here but see it in a way that how I could learn from that wonderful person. I guess that's how I should see my life as. Take easy and all are friends. We all are. There is no reason or need to see things in a harsh or competitive way. All are our friends.

It was my mistake that happened in a while but you know, it may not even be like mistakes but my heart knows it that I was being jealous or even hateful. Life is about forgiving embracing and learning. I guess today I learned. He is a great person. There is no need to think that things are happening right now and today is the very very most important day of my life where it will be the full highlights of my life, it is totally not. It is the overall big picture of my life that matters. Today we learn and tomorrow we learn too. We learn till die. I will do.

I am thankful for myself for rehabilitating again and learning from things. Hope I can see a more bright and positive and loving me.

Thank Lord for this lessonful day and I love you Lord.

Amen.