Its the night of the last weekends I was having this week.
There was one day extension of holiday till today as there was night/day shift training the week before.
Woke up in the morning same like yesterday at 7:19am. It was so hard waking up. As I was peeing at the toilet before heading for the morning assembly, I could feel how cold the weather was. It was freezing. On top of that, I could not do runs in the morning as I was injured from futsal the day before. I was a bit wary of how the seniors would think about me but I had no choice but to skip.
Got back to the bunk, ate short breakfast and fell asleep. Waking up at around 12pm. Woke up to realize my bunk mate Yoon was chasing people to go for lunch. He was pretty hungry as he did not get his breakfast. We had our lunch which was pretty terrible, got back to bunk and hit a movie called 'Sing Street'.
It was a movie about Irish teenagers making a band and getting a girl. I was watching this movie with Sandle and Hyun-joon and this movie was amazing. When I say a movie was amazing it means that it did have impact on my life. It did make me think further after on. It did not have to be me specifically forming a band and singing like the actor but I thought about my life. And how many things that I haven't done in my life. There were just so many that I haven't done and wanted to do. Those were what I couldn't do when I get even older. I would regret not having done anything more memorable.
After the movie, Yang, jahyun and I went to the mart bought some snacks and dropped by at the clinics as Jahyun and I registered for hospital bus tomorrow. I was hesitant to go for hospital as I only left with like about 8days before the release of my dispatch troop result for UAE. Hyun Joon and I took a seat in front of a futsal court and talked about stuff. About relationship and all and also mainly about the reinforcement troop to overseas. He told me that he heard from his platoon senior that three out of five people who applied from our camp was selected. I was wondering as the department had not even started to look through our papers. The review was to start from 12nd.
We got back to the bunk and I had a brief nap before Seunghoon came to our bunk.
Bunk was pretty empty as Yohan was reading books in the seminar room, Jihoon was at the cyber lounge, Daeeun was at the office and Jaemin was out for his leave.
Had good chats and laughter.
Dropped by for dinner and managed to spend the time away.
I was still awkward at the platoon meeting after those quarrels. Not with corporal Yoon but more like trivial matters with my senior Oh. He was the one to speak those words and he was the one who made the surroundings tense. I did not like it. That's why I wasn't so favorable of him although I wouldn't go against him for he was my senior. I wouldn't know how long this would go for. I mean he is the one I would see most of the times from now on as he works at the same office as I do and in this camp the only person that works with me is him. It is a little bit of sophisticated issue in here but well, I got to find a way out in here. I mean I know that I can't be so friendly towards him as I had those histories. Well, I guess if I reach a state where I am just fine with him would be just as good. Where I have no hatred but just you know not over that line. Not like before.
It will be a lot of thinking from now on but remember those days man. Those days. I am doing much better and there is really important thing that I need to learn from my service period in here, which is to see the reality. And love the reality. Thanks for carrying on today and hope you love yourself more than you did today.
Thank you and fighting!
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