It is another day here in the camp of a soldier who came all his way from his backgrounds in the Southern East Asia. This background he has from all these stories from life in SEA, made his army life to be hmm I can say has more positive things than the negative. Actually, it is based on the person to feel if things are even positive or negative. I guess I took the positive way.
Three days have been passed since Wednesday, when I wrote the last diary of my dawns in Daegu. Well, holidays began as with the start of Lunar New year here in Korea and we took break from Friday to next Monday. And right now, I am pretty much hmm not really excited but have this a little bit of high thoughts of going back home for three days to utilize my holidays given for my great writing. It was unexpected to be used at this moment. I wanted to save it for the moment when I was to watch the U-20 Korea Worldcup so I could watch Lee Seungwoo and like have great memories about Football.
However, this idea was harshly rejected by the Company Commander for he thinks that this is just for my own pleasure sake. I was down by what he said but did not bother going to complain to higher boss as I did not want to go against him. I did not want to avoid the rules.
Well, that is just one part of thought that I have in my mind. Other than that, hmm not much of fear or confusion but I may not be having such a wonderful social time in here but all I know is that I am doing well. I love my mates, although it is hard purely loving him or seeing him but I am trying to accept him and see the real. Although there clearly needs to be more clearness. Also, I've learned to deal with things and endure. I am going to do the right things that I've got to do when I am challenged. Because, that is the exact right thing to do.
Like how I always remind myself, being an upper rank position does not just mean I can order people but it means that I've go to embrace more people around me. The juniors, mates and the seniors. I've got to embrace the all the different personalities more and more. That is what it means to be grown seniors. I do not have to be stressed up about these things because I am doing the right thing and I know that there are rainy days while there are also a lot of sunny days. I am living the simple life. I am thankful for things that are happening around me. I am thankful for people who care about me, talk to me, sitting beside me and sharing things with me. I am thankful for life that is happening in here. I've got to keep myself strong once again. Just imagine how all these would look like when I look back to the army days later on after my service ends. That is where I point to. Look at the big picture and learn and embrace them.
Cheers to myself who would have grown up so much and become much more stronger in everydays to come for who I am being like.
Thank you Lord for this blessed day and
Amen.
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