What a great news it is.
Writing out the title and realized I am left with 486 days not 487 like how I assumed. It always feels better to realize I've left less than I had assumed than to realize I have left far more than I am left with.
However though, these 637 days may not be just one wasting 21months of my life. You see, like what Sean told me earlier today through facebook, life doesn't happen twice. It only happens now and now is the only best time to actually grab it. If I want something I better be ready for what's to come soon. To be perfectly ready for the very moment. I got to be that person man.
I am getting better. Realizing I was talking and laughing with him, was great joy. It made me able to communicate better. It made me smile and laugh and see things more vivid. Indeed this is how I should deal with life. That was so much better.
Yesterday could have been a little bit shameful. In a way that you know, I wasn't favored and was envious of kind. The fact that me being jealous is the shameful part.
Yeah that was some day you know I had a few lessons on my own. Like I need to start forgetting about other's mistakes. What happened are past and I need to forgive. People can't always live under deep anger and hatred. That's lesson one for yesterday.
Today hmm can't say that things were All good but of course much better not in a way that I communicated better but in a way that I tried. Like for real.
That was truly amazing. Remember that moments and keep it that way all the time man.
Hope I can keep learning and still don't give up. Because that's something not all people do.
Special about me.
Thanks for today.
Amen.
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