It's another night of Daegu, a snowy Daegu in here today.
Today was hmm a very fast day that I couldn't even keep track of my time.
Started with an alarm ring at 7:00 that woke all of us with the admin room's Corporal Son saying we got to come out with tools to clear the snow as there had been plenty of snow on the ground through the night.
I wasn't very on the mood as I woke up in the morning. That is probably due to me having hmm some what of not a very good conversation with Corporal Son I guess. I was at the admin room as he was on duty yesterday. I was with my mate Park Woo Young and we were watching the Liverpool match. It was crazy game with Swansea finishing with 3-2 win. However, it wasn't the match that got us exciting but more like I wasn't very on the mood. I couldn't even focus on the game. It has been few days of me and corporal Son hmm somewhat of not having a very good conversation. I can say the fault is more on me. You know, I do have that habit of laying down myself when I am talking to someone who are super comfortable. They are people like him and mom. Yeah.
So during the past few days, I was leading this kind of sulky conversation where he could have found it little bit disturbing. I can see that it is on me as I know mom behaves disturbed when I behave that way with my sister. That was when I realized, I came here to change the bad habits I had. Things are positive. Things are clearly positive that I have this clear goal and mindset to learn and change. Firstly, it was when I seemed to get somewhat of unfair judgments where I don't bring the level of tension to next level. They are one skill I learn from being able to manage to be with people.
Thus, the main point is that although I wasn't very happy about how things ended yesterday that I behaved such a way screwed up things and felt bad he felt bad and we couldn't watch game of football through the night and had to get back to the bunk and sleep but I am happy after few thoughts today that I've learned from this. I am even learning to deal with those people from my platoon and why not him, who even likes me. It's not about us going to the skiing resort in February, it's not about my reputation here in the camp but it's about my personality that decides the rest of my life that matters.
That's why I thank God for this lesson that he gave me today. Although things can be pretty tricky for a little while with him but I can surely learn the way to not be disturbing. I can deal it on my own. I thank God for this precious lesson he taught me today. They are so much worthy.
I thank God for the day he gave me full of blessings and lessons and will head back to sleep for my night duty being the Head of duty for the first time. I've had this thoughts of me being the Head for long time. I knew that would be far but I knew the time would come one day. I remember my first duty with Sergeant Won. I was blessed to have him and when I saw him after that day, I was so pleased. I wanted to say hi and be good friends. I want to think of those great Heads that I met so far. I want to be a comfortable and friendly head as much as possible.
I thank Lord for another day today and love you Lord.
Amen.
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