Many things happened since my last post in this diary.
Well, one thing I realize is that I should be writing and posting in here more often. So there are things to look back after this long journey and also I could look back at myself for what I was today and reflect.
Well, I am a corporal now. I've got one more line on my badge. Three lines.
And yeah that also means that I've broke that 50% liner. I have done more days than the days I am left to do.
D-314 means I've done 323days.
Checking my ord days on naver, realized the last time when I tried to check in here beside jihoon was at my pfc days where I was happy to have completed 20% of it. I was glad that I've done 1/5 of the whole journey. Taking it as compared to my runs in my secondary school years where I used to run the whole Condominium for 10 rounds. I had completed the 2nd round back then.
Yeah, so time have truely passed some bit. Look at me. A private who would sit down in the payphone box crying out my prayer to lord, a private who sits down in a cubicle reading the words of a book that would comfort me down. A pfc who would have some bit issues with mates here and there at times and now I can't say all the problems I used to have in my previous days are gone but yet there are surely improvements in place.
Being a pfc on the very day before December, I thought to myself that being a pfc means I need to take in more responsibility and also have bigger heart to take in other people. That's the thought and objective I had in mind when I turned to be a pfc. Being a corporal, I want to be a person who could speak for the truth. I wanna be considerate, be nice to people, cut the jealousy and love 'em all and I want to say the truth. Talk the things that I could as a corporal. There would be people who couldn't dare to speak for they feel they are weak. It's time that as an old member of this group, that I got to say things that I feel is right to fight for the righteousness. Beinga corporal, also means that I got to be more humble and considerate for the others. Corporal is the last stage before turning to be a sergeant who would have very less seniors above. There could be thoughts rising up in me when I was in the midst stage of pfc to feel that I am aware of things in here and feel confident, lazy and relaxed. That's not right. Staying humble all the time is the key to every relationship.
I see things that are not seemingly right from ppl around me and is time that I make it right by performing it so myself.
