Finally I got to this website oh MY IT IS SO HARD JUST GETTING INTO THIS WEBSITE, I GUESS I SPENT LIKE 10MINUTES JUST TO LOG IN HERE.
Well yeah this is the thing that happens all the time when I am logging in here but yeah after all those will be memories too.
Was so wanting to write a diary and reflection of my day yesterday before my day was going to end yesterday but I didn't have enough time for it. I was getting facebook messages from my friends and long time friends and it was pretty much flooding. It was one feeling that I didn't use to get in a year. All these would end up in a short time.
It was glad though that Fariza contacted me. It was a huge joy. There were people that I may have lost contact along the way and those are especially the girls. I had troubles keeping girl friends on my side. They would be Fariza, Joyce and Sindy. It was easy getting close to them yet so hard to get them back. Each of them were like brothers and sisters to me that I had so much memories with them. Each of them, that I couldn't even count I had lots of happy memories with heart pounding once or twice.
I woke up in the morning late at 6:30am. I was supposed to report for my CASIC duty by 6am but i ended up waking up at 6.30. It was super super late. I quickly changed up my clothes and reported. Nobody knew about this outrageous action but Corporal Kim Seungjoon. He was at the CTOC. He saw the time and he was going a little bit angry. In this Korean society, people are not favourable of misbehavior done by juniors. They tend to be teachers or so. Anyways, what I have done was wrong so I admit. I got back to the bunk had a meal and just what I could remember are that I was blessed. I was blessed to be given lots of snacks from Corporal Yoon Sunghun who did care about me and was cared by Corporal Yoon Juhyung who I liked so much yet had some troubles way back. Jaemin was on the same birthday as I did so we ordered the Yutong Chicken and we had a feast. It was great having feast all together. It was great indeed. I guess it was this very day that when I hung up the phone with mom that I began growing this real thought that I do not care how much I am loved, it is how much I can share love that matters. It doesn't matter if he gets funny or loved more. We are family now and after all in years to come I would miss not being able to enjoy the moment. Yeah.. Hope I can keep this and grow this feeling.
Yeah so it was a very blessed day for me yesterday. And today, in the morning when it was time for us to run. I skipped. It wasn't great feeling. When I saw my senior Oh, I realized I had just committed something wrong that I knew it would be trouble but still head on. But morning exercise is the one thing that I hate so much. I hate running without having to stretch my muscles. It is so painful. Well, when I was just a private maybe I would have taken some different approach to this problem. Because I remember myself thinking of going for stretches early in the morning before the assembly would start, just to prepare myself for that run.
I guess, it is time to do what is right that I think it to be right.
And well, yeah I got down for exercise break today at 1:30 pm and it was indeed record breaking and very relaxing. Watched a movie called Mr. Nobody with Dongyeon and some others and it was indeed complicated. I went out to kick some ball and happened to end up being coached for full back positioning from Corporal Moon Hyunsik. It was great. I realized along the process my eyes were burning with passion again. I was listening to every single thing he was saying. I knew what he was telling me was going to make a step up for me. It was indeed useful.
Sergeant LeeSungwon had gone out for his last leave and now we know that our seniors will be going away and it is beginning to be time for the juniors to prepare the matches and all in a serious way. I had some responsibility to it.
Well, it wasn't pleasing to hear mom and dad quarreling through phone but yeah I don't feel like I am disappointed with them or what but more like I just hope there would be love in place in our family. Hope dad and mom would understand each other more in love. Hope there will be love with us. I thank Lord for this wonderful day and I hope to grow in you. Grow us and do care for all Jesus. Thank you and
Amen.
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