Dawns in Daegu - D-443

I am back in here at my sweetie home using my old friend Samsung notebook to type out my story. I am relaxed and calm. I just got back from a night with the people from my platoon at skiing resort. This trip out to the ski resort was set departing from Son's idea. Four people gathered along the way and we gathered at the Gangnam station and rode the shuttle bus down to Jisan Resort. It was my first skiing experience. However, it was not just about skiing that mattered. It was not about the event that would make people excited but for me it was more about people around me. They were the nice people that I could easily hang out with people. However, with the recent well I'm not sure about this but yeah i was not doing good with Son and thus this trip from the beginning did not really excite me so much.

It was a night that I learned. I learned to ski. I learned that there are things to be learned. In awkward moments of people talking bad things behind their backs, I was able to keep myself to my belief and faith that I would not do such behaviors. In such awkward moments I kept myself and also maybe I could learn to deal with such situations as those are pretty often. I learned that I can keep myself strong. I am doing great and did what was right. I thank God for keeping me up right.

Well yeah maybe I could have got out of that situation more smoothly. Make things not so awkward and make it flow natural for everyone. But after all, we again think about the time that I will eventually be looking  back. Look at me now. Although I can't say that I am being as smooth as it can be in my own platoon, look at the times when I had troubles with Oh and Yoon. And look at myself now. Things do change from time to time. It is the mindset that affects and changes all. Just looking back at 25th February of 2017, this would just be a night that I had a night out with my mates, was my first skiing experience and saw how I was keeping myself up right. This would be remembered good. So leave no hatred or any anger within me from this moment.

I am no longer envious of any relationship.

I am no longer tied to this trip.

I have learned many.

Thank God for this trip in here and for a little sweet time that I can relax in my house.

Thank Lord and Amen.