Dawns in Daegu - D-394

Been such a long time since my last post in here.

There was some eleven days gap ever since I last posted in here. I am now using different keyboard different venue and monitor here in Daegu typing out my 394th story. And Yes! I've broke my 400 wall. May the rest of my army life and 300 line be a more positive, learning and caring ones and also more mature one as an adult, a fcl and a senior.

Yeah, I guess time has really flew ever since I enlisted. I mean, there were times when I was merely a private who would want to be cared by the seniors and was a new experience and an awkward experience for me to care for the juniors but yet look at me now. Although I love interacting with the seniors, I do love the time I spend with my juniors because I am learning to be comfortable with my juniors. 

Well, these are due to the thankful people I have. What a great bosses in my logistics office who inspire me to become a person who I'd want to be and also make me care-free of my life in this platoon. My mate and senoirs in this 6th platoon who give me no worries but joy. And there comes my bunk mates who I'd rather say I feel sorry and thankful than anyone else. They take me for who I am and they are willing to be in there for me. Well, not sure how I am so sulky today towards my mates when I am having an outing right now here at the Dongsung ro. 

It was a sulky morning ever since I woke up this morning. As I got up, there was this feeling in the air that I wanted to be cared and be interested to others for. I don't know why but fear was in the air. Uncertainty overwhelmed. And yeah. Maybe along the process of forming ideas on how this outing would be like among my mates Yohan, Jaemin and Jihoon, there did present some conflicts, such as what transporation medium should we be taking and also like what we are going to do when we get there. And yeah we got out and my feelings was a little bit worried. Well, I did try to control my mood trying to think positively and praying but yeah it sure was hard to get through a little but yeah I am trying to hold myself in here. 

After all, I do know that this short time would never be back again. So i be thankful for this moment in here. As I do not know when this would come again with these people, at this moment and all. 

So once again I thank God for this blessed day.

I pray.. and 

Amen.