So yeah, here comes another day of me typing out my story in this blog on this very night.
Well. my feelings.. Hmm I do not know. But yeah there are challenges all the time but its really about how I could control them and settle myself to be a settled stronger person I am.
Like you know at times when there are sports events and where there are time that I could be at fault there are times where I get on the edge of the sword, (well thats how I may feel but it may not be exactly that way) I do feel nervous and a little bit annoyed. Very annoyed at times actually.
Like when we played jokgu yesterday with my mates and some others, it was a little annoying for me at start as I wasn't trained properly and couldn't receive balls and stuff and it was a little hard playing as people got on my nerves although those could be just for fun and stuff. Yeah, I am learning to deal and they are solved when I be postiive so are fine.
There could be some moody days where I just don't want to be with these people him and who and I've learned to deal with such situations. Just be nice don't saybad things when I do not have anything good to say and rest. Just let that mood swing away as they are lovely after all. That's one thing I learned to deal in here.
And yeah, had a good time playing jokgu, I mean I put a point in learning all the time. My sadness that I couldn't play any further as the rain was too heavy.
Got back and was bathing just when corp Yoon came in to ask for change of duty timing. I was having such a lovely time tomorrow morning and he wanted to change that and i was a little unreasonable. I refused to do so but I felt a little guilty not helping him out. He even bought me a cheeetos at P.X and he is my platoon senior. Yeah, so I went to the duty plan sheet to see if I could find any way out for him and that was just when he came in to give some knocks and shits and yeah I didn't feel good as he was keep hitting and kicking. It wasn't like thosestrong punches but still I didn't feel good about it. It was good that I told him to stop firmly and well I am learning to deal with different people and I guess it is meaningful that I could learn and also learn to forget about such incidents as after all thinking rewinding of such incidents do not help after all.
Once again, I am back in here in this place. I will not forget the day I am having in here andI will not let go the time that I get in here either. I thank God that yesterday when I went to seminar room to study, i managed to finish what I wanted to, even though I wasn't in a very good mood.
Thank God for making me alive, please let others feel alive too and know you.
Thank Lord and
Amen.
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