Another lucky day that I am able to access to this diary of mine.
I'm in 30minutes before going for my futsal day in here.
Futsal. Well, things have been hard at times great at times but after all I know there are a lot of laughters from it.
Well, today I was at the bunker doing KR. Talked a lot with my bosses and I realized I was indeed getting closer. All I have to do will be be more careful as we get closer and be more friendly and willing to talk as times go.
Well, I guss there is this in my mind that is stuck. So, when I woke up, I heard from my bunk mates that I was voted as one of the better soldiers in the platoon. That means, I will be given more holidays corresponding to that. Earning holidays is a sensitive stuff in here, as that is what matters to the soldiers. So when I heard from my bunk mates that I became that, it was pretty awkward for me to actually react to it. I first thought of how mr. Kang in my office reacted this morning when he became the first price winner of the bonus incentives. He was calm and humble. I wanted to do the same too.
Well, it is sensitive matter or it could be just me thinking in that way. Yes, I could be thinking overly. I wasn't that better soldier compared to the others. I wasn't doing so great here and there, I just wasn't proud of myself. It was more like i didn't deserve this award. I thought of all those moments when i wasn't so proud of my actions, such as going to the platoon restaurant with slippers on yesterday and behaving in another way.
Well, I do not take this so seriously and try to change all. I just got to take it graciously and act as how I had been doing till now.
Thank God for this day
and Amen.
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